Every moment passing away seems to me as treasure lost in a jungle of hope and desire.The trees of the jungle are very tall.I was walking past each one of them wondering how great it feels to be that big-as big as the trees.I didn't bothered that i was walking on a ground that was full of gold coins.I didn't cared about the gold coins because i was totally hypnotized by the height of the trees....the heights gave me a high and i was literally busy enjoying the 'trip'.
After I have missed enough of the gold coins laid on the ground,I repented.Then for the first time I looked down and found that even more gold coins are waiting for me.I stared at them for sometime but again decided to look up and enjoy the hysteria generated by the fascinating height of the trees.
I repented repeatedly but never gave up looking high up to the tall trees.I am still busy looking up....as if there is salvation right up there.I think I'll never give up looking that high.I'm getting used to losing easy luxury in exchange of painful pleasure.
Welcome to the World of Unfulfilled Dreams........
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Back after 5 months....long break,huh!
Friends,I am back after a long time,almost 5 months.You must be wondering that this guy showed great enthusiasm 5 months back about blogging...and suddenly went missing.I am sorry for that guys.I wont say i didn't got time to write,but would rather blame my laziness for my hibernation.
Anyways a lot happened in between my first and second blog....most important among them(in the context of our country) are Jaipur bomb blast,IPL,CPM lost to TMC in Panchayat elections and Emraan Hashmi delivered another horrible flick(Jannat).
In the last 20 years,Kashmir have become "The valley of death" largely due to the ruthless terorrist attacks on the common and innocent peoples of the state.People may say that our neighbouring country is responsible for this state sponsored terorrism which lead to this pitiable state of Kashmir,which was once called "Heaven on Earth".But i believe we the people of this country which includes common man like us,Politicians and diplomats has helped to unleash hell in 'our very own paradise'.Sadly we fail to realise this harsh fact and eventually our responsibility towards our country.Else how could someday England come to our country in the name of business and occupy the whole country as if it was their own backyard.Else how could Pakistan continue to support terorrist organisations for their the most infamous" war for Freedom" year after year and no one doing anything about it except arrange consecutive failed peace talks.It is high time we do something about it else something worse is waiting for us in the future....
I do not follow politics much but is not that ignorant to undervalue the win of TMC over CPM in the Panchayat elections.The Left front has done a lot for the developement of our state(?)-it's education,transport,corruption,employment,slums,roads and in many ways they have made us proud for our state(at least the condition is not as bad as it is in Bihar).Now everybody wants to do something for this state,to have some meaningfull contribution towards the developement of Bengal(like the leftists wanted to...).So now we should give the other parties atleast one chance to prove their stand in comparison to them.Shouldn't we???
Indian Premier League (IPL) - may not be the biggest ever sporting extravaganza on Indian soil,but truly this was the time when money was spent and earned by different parties involved in the league most extravagantly which is a total contrast to the average per capita income and in complete parity with the huge gap between the rich and the poor in our country.It changed the way people used to look at the game of Cricket-which is a sort of religion in our country.It encouraged blind hard hitting from the part of the batsmen and classic show of batting was not the order of the day.Also it helped a lot to resist peoples from watching pathetic sas-bahu sagas and instead switch on to SET MAX to support their favourite team.It also went on to prove that Shahrukh Khan do not have a midas touch.
I don't want to speak about Emraan Hashmi...
My poor reader might be thinking i'm an hardcore patriotic kinda guy,who just want to speak about something and anything related to my country,which is not true because on my personal front too a lot has happened in these 5 months.I am trying to present a synopsis of it,hope you won't get bored....
It were the last 5 months of my four years of college life.So naturally a lot of good emotions,memories and nostalgia were suppossed to be attached to it...but unfortunately there is a twist in the tale.Sadly it took me 4 years to realise that the guys whom I used to call my friends were never my friends,they never deserved to be my friend.There was no heart attached in the friendship between us...it was only brains-big,fat,hypocrite and political brains.A bunch of guys insecure about their (in)capabilities....I hate myself for being a friend with such kinda guys.A person incapable of doing anything productive in life may not be harmful,but if the same person try continously day and night for years to make others believe that the world starts at the gate of your house and ends at the backyard...man,this is the kinda guy you must stay away from.My so called friends had no good qualities in them except playing dirty politics with other guys...I wish I had a gun.Moral:never give your heart to anything and anyone except your parents and your work.....Sadly,this is the only thing that i have learnt in my four years of college life.
Well,by now you might have given up reading my blog by calling me a pessimist and sadist(if not anything harsher than that).No man,there had been some positive aspects in my life in the past 5 months.The signifucant of it being- i watched my first Robert Di Niro movie-Godfather-2 and became his huge fan in just no time.After GF-2 I downloaded some more of his movies and watched them very honestly and sincerely like-Raging Bull,Taxi Driver,Goodfellas,Heat,Capefear.I liked all these movies specially Taxi Driver where he delivered a stupendous performance.His potrayal of a pshycopath cab driver was beyond doubt the best ever done by any actor.His way of potraying different charachters and his magnetic personality has changed me a lot and have bought huge amount of self-confidence and self-belief in me.Looking forward to few more of his great flicks...
Its 5:45 in the morning.I am feeling a bit dizzy and so its time to sign-out.
The last thing i can say is that my next blog won't be after 5 months.I'll write again very soon.Feeling scared for that??
Anyways a lot happened in between my first and second blog....most important among them(in the context of our country) are Jaipur bomb blast,IPL,CPM lost to TMC in Panchayat elections and Emraan Hashmi delivered another horrible flick(Jannat).
In the last 20 years,Kashmir have become "The valley of death" largely due to the ruthless terorrist attacks on the common and innocent peoples of the state.People may say that our neighbouring country is responsible for this state sponsored terorrism which lead to this pitiable state of Kashmir,which was once called "Heaven on Earth".But i believe we the people of this country which includes common man like us,Politicians and diplomats has helped to unleash hell in 'our very own paradise'.Sadly we fail to realise this harsh fact and eventually our responsibility towards our country.Else how could someday England come to our country in the name of business and occupy the whole country as if it was their own backyard.Else how could Pakistan continue to support terorrist organisations for their the most infamous" war for Freedom" year after year and no one doing anything about it except arrange consecutive failed peace talks.It is high time we do something about it else something worse is waiting for us in the future....
I do not follow politics much but is not that ignorant to undervalue the win of TMC over CPM in the Panchayat elections.The Left front has done a lot for the developement of our state(?)-it's education,transport,corruption,employment,slums,roads and in many ways they have made us proud for our state(at least the condition is not as bad as it is in Bihar).Now everybody wants to do something for this state,to have some meaningfull contribution towards the developement of Bengal(like the leftists wanted to...).So now we should give the other parties atleast one chance to prove their stand in comparison to them.Shouldn't we???
Indian Premier League (IPL) - may not be the biggest ever sporting extravaganza on Indian soil,but truly this was the time when money was spent and earned by different parties involved in the league most extravagantly which is a total contrast to the average per capita income and in complete parity with the huge gap between the rich and the poor in our country.It changed the way people used to look at the game of Cricket-which is a sort of religion in our country.It encouraged blind hard hitting from the part of the batsmen and classic show of batting was not the order of the day.Also it helped a lot to resist peoples from watching pathetic sas-bahu sagas and instead switch on to SET MAX to support their favourite team.It also went on to prove that Shahrukh Khan do not have a midas touch.
I don't want to speak about Emraan Hashmi...
My poor reader might be thinking i'm an hardcore patriotic kinda guy,who just want to speak about something and anything related to my country,which is not true because on my personal front too a lot has happened in these 5 months.I am trying to present a synopsis of it,hope you won't get bored....
It were the last 5 months of my four years of college life.So naturally a lot of good emotions,memories and nostalgia were suppossed to be attached to it...but unfortunately there is a twist in the tale.Sadly it took me 4 years to realise that the guys whom I used to call my friends were never my friends,they never deserved to be my friend.There was no heart attached in the friendship between us...it was only brains-big,fat,hypocrite and political brains.A bunch of guys insecure about their (in)capabilities....I hate myself for being a friend with such kinda guys.A person incapable of doing anything productive in life may not be harmful,but if the same person try continously day and night for years to make others believe that the world starts at the gate of your house and ends at the backyard...man,this is the kinda guy you must stay away from.My so called friends had no good qualities in them except playing dirty politics with other guys...I wish I had a gun.Moral:never give your heart to anything and anyone except your parents and your work.....Sadly,this is the only thing that i have learnt in my four years of college life.
Well,by now you might have given up reading my blog by calling me a pessimist and sadist(if not anything harsher than that).No man,there had been some positive aspects in my life in the past 5 months.The signifucant of it being- i watched my first Robert Di Niro movie-Godfather-2 and became his huge fan in just no time.After GF-2 I downloaded some more of his movies and watched them very honestly and sincerely like-Raging Bull,Taxi Driver,Goodfellas,Heat,Capefear.I liked all these movies specially Taxi Driver where he delivered a stupendous performance.His potrayal of a pshycopath cab driver was beyond doubt the best ever done by any actor.His way of potraying different charachters and his magnetic personality has changed me a lot and have bought huge amount of self-confidence and self-belief in me.Looking forward to few more of his great flicks...
Its 5:45 in the morning.I am feeling a bit dizzy and so its time to sign-out.
The last thing i can say is that my next blog won't be after 5 months.I'll write again very soon.Feeling scared for that??
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